finalllllly ? :)

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one
the world slows down, but my heart beats fast right now. i know this is the part where the end starts.

[ two ]
i didn't wanna say i'm sorry for breaking us apart. i didn't wanna say it was my fault even though i knew it was. i didn't wanna call you back because i knew that i was wrong. yeah, i knew i was wrong.

three
it's cold outside, but between us, its worse in here.

four
i've been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down. it's taken me this long, but i figured you out. you're thinking we'll be fine again, but not this time around.

[ five ]
you might be a big fish in a little pond. it doesn't mean you've won because along may come a bigger one.

[ six ]
listen, i can't count on you most of all when i really need it. it's the simple things that you do that really hurt my feelings. the more i try, the more i'm starting to see it. this can't work anymore than you believe it.

seven
if i was so happy, then why would i want you back in my arms? i thought i was okay but i can't even admit to myself that i would take you back if you returned to me, but i don't believe in your love. then why? why am i feeling this way?

eight
you don't have to call anymore, i won't pick up the phone. this is the last straw, & i don't wanna hurt anymore.

nine
in the night, i hear 'em talk the coldest story ever told. somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless.

[ ten ]
i know you'll ask me to hold on and carry on like nothing's wrong, but there is no more time for lies, cause i see sunset in your eyes.

question : 
what is one thing you want for christmas?

for me :
a laptop maybe, i dont really have anything in mind .

song suggestions !

no , nothing happened to me . haha
just didnt feel like updating =p
school work , the usual .
but I AM SORRY THOUGH !
ill try to update .. sometime soon

but for now, i need new songs

any suggestions ? (:

one year (=

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[ one ]
take the first step in faith. you don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.

[ two ]
yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. that is why it is called the present.

[ three ]
if people wanted to stare, she wanted to know it was because she looked different, not because she was different.

[ four ]
people often say that motivation doesn't last. well, neither does bathing. that's why we recommend it daily.

[ five ]
life is long. there will be pain, but life goes on. with every day is a brand new song. but if you'd rather stay at home, let me do you a favor. i'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.

six
she didn't blame him ; she didn't like herself like that, either. but she couldnt go back to being the girl she'd been before she met him ; that girl was gone.

seven
it's crazy, right? to love someone who's hurt you? but it's even crazier to think that someone who hurts you, loves you.

[ eight ]
he had been inked onto her life, as indelible as any tatoo. it wouldn't matter if he was physically present or not ; she would carry him with her forever .

nine
i waited for him to say it first, without prompting, but he didn't. and i didn't say it again bcause i was too afraid he wouldn't say it back.

[ ten ]
we all want to know what went wrong, even when there isn't really an answer to that question.

question : 
have you ever read " the secret life of bees " ?

for me :
yeah. im still in the process. its one of my summer reading books !

PS : quote #1 is from martin luther king, #2 is from kung fu panda, #4 is from zig ziglar, #5 is from "so you can cry" by ne yo, & all the other ones are from the book "the tenth circle" by jodi picoult . hope you enjoyed this post  

hey everyone , one year !

update soon, i promise with my life . (=

i can't lie to myself. i know its over. i knew that you'd break my heart, please boy, i told ya .

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[ one ]
she started to isolate herself, because it hurts less than being pushed away.

[ two ]
there was no easy switch that she could flip to slow the flow of feelings, no way to drain memories that pooled like acid in her stomach because her heart no longer knew what to do with them.

[ three ]
there was a fine line between love & hate, you heard that cliche all the time. but no one told you that the moment you crossed it would be the one you least expected. you'd fall in love and crack open a secret door to let your soul mate in. you just never expected such closeness, one day, to feel like an intrusion.

four
i got two words for haters : best wishes .

five
she had learned the hard way that we are never the people we think we are. we are the ones we pretend, with all our hearts, we can't become.

six
i know you're not the emotional kind, but don't be afraid to tell me what's on your mind. i'll always be right here.

seven
the reason he'd broken up with her was, ironically, for her own good. he knew that if he asked her to drop everything and follow him across the earth, she'd do it ; if the roles were reversed, though, he wouldn't. they were at different places in the same relationship, and like anything that's out of alignment, they were destined to crash sooner or later. by taking care of it early -- gently, he liked to think -- he was only trying to keep her from getting her heart broken even harder.

eight
he'd liked her, but he hadn't really loved her. at least he didn't think he had. there were no B across his vision when he saw her across the room, & his general feeling when he was with her was one of comfort, not of blood boiling & fire & brimstone.

nine
but you can reason with yourself all day, and still have butterflies in your stomach.

[ ten ]
it wasn't what they had said to each other, but what they hadn't : that forgiving & forgetting were fused together -- flip sides of the same coin -- and they they couldn't both exist at the same time. choosing one meant that you sacraficed seeing the other. .

question : 
is summer boring you .. yet ?

for me :
naah. usually it does, but im pretty busy this summer (: